10:03 p.m. - 2005-01-04
the second.
Dream Life: 12/31/04
stevie was in my dream again. we where
sitting in a room and she was showing
me a book of beading patterns. she said
she would make me a ring. when i showed
her my hand she told me that the pinky
and ring finger represented anger. i then
showed her my scar but she told me that
she did not mean a physical type of
anger. she asked me if i wanted to go
outside. i agreed. it was nice out
there. early moring and the sun had
just come up. as i was walking out the
door i wacked my head on something.
as i was coming out a little boy was
coming in. one of the clown house
children. he said something about there
being a ghost. when i looked
inside the door i saw some sort of evil
clown faced punching device. yep.
a ghost. i sat down next to stevie on the
couch. she was working on my ring. i
bashfully gave her a kiss. she said my
lips where soft and nice and she
enjoyed kissing me. STS came out and
sat with us. i got paged and was afraid
it was dildo boy but it was rik. he had
emailed me a video clip of himself. the
full-length version had a bunch of random people being taped undercover doing normal stuff like dropping things.
i thought it was very funny. we were all
then called back into the house. we were in some sort of group setting. the
facilatator was running late so we still had some time to kill. we started walking
and i missed a gap that i was trying to jump and landed in some water. i lost my jacket and my pager. we were walking in a mall. stevie took my hand and gave me my present. i though she had made me some sort of cheesy
peace sign thing but as i looked closer i noticed it was a vesica pisces. one of the most basic sacred geometry shapes and to me a symbol of creation. it had two
pink orbs that she had mad out of beads. at the end of the dream i was in a bathroom full of naked girl. i came in to use the restroom and one girl started making fun of me and said out loud to everyone that i had just come in to check out "boobies". so i gave her the " you've seen one you've seen them all" speach. later i realized how stupid of an automated response/defense that is.
