9:38 p.m. - 2007-01-10
help.
it's a phenomenon. the early 20's are
the new midlife criseeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.
i'm assuming this is a good thing. the
sooner the better right? well a lot of
stuff floats in and out of my head my
heart these days. and it's hard. most
of the time because....it's a physical
emotional feeling deep in the orb like
centers in my gut, my heart, and my
throat. body aches and tearful balling
out burst sessions. and then there's
these beauteful moments of clearity.
it's been a year. actually it's been
a couple.
i'm afraid of loosing friends right
now the most.
i know i'm loosing large chunks of
myself but i accept that as a good
thing as long as the pieces that
are replacing aid -this one- in
becoming a good person to myself,
my love, and all my relations.
