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9:42 a.m. - 2010-05-27
soft cement
love. i see a pattern forming. very subtle. in the contours of our newly formed foundation. i feel like our bodies are like ships that have yet to stop moving. there are houses to build!! but before there were houses to build and coffeeee shops and parking garages there was soft cement. and before you even knew it..it had set. i need a new cycle to begin between us. all for us. go get us. it's ok if we lose one or two to the sea. presents thrives in all life. it's the fucking antidote. but this whole lovey ship thing just isn't working for me. there's already too many ghod damn stringy thingys attached. neither of us want that. so hear in my secret journal i'm saying so. this is the one. but it's not backwards. and there will be no reactions in the mirror. just this. and what this is. death giving birth to life. i don't talk shit about people it isn't in me to slander. i get consumed by the flames of emotions and gut reactions sometimes and over process process sessions. i've been too honest and outright about these things in the past and placed my words in the hands of an undeserving many who i never though would understand what it was i truly felt. and i never though it could hurt either. but i don't need that anymore. not so much anyway. and i'm resolved to it. i love you. your really special. but i just want to be friends.

 

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