5:27 p.m. - 2012-09-29
crs
i am through trying to understand it all. she is the final straw. and so it breaks. and so i break too. i have to let it fall. but how do i rebuild from it again. from the ashes of my yute and the folly of experiences. absolving me from what "it" once was.
and i continuesly add that my heart is still broken. that is has fallen heavy in my soul and landed deep in my gut and does not want to move.
i know from now on i have to do things differently.
